Love Is Sweet...Like Shit...

Our love is real, we can feel it. I thought it will last, but I was wrong.
The last month we’re together, the whole situation is pretty f**ked up. Everything’s not right. We’re not happy as we used to be, we both pretend that everything is alrite, but deep inside.

We’re suffering. Merana seperti orang berpenyakit kanser, kanser yang membunuh cinta kami hari ke hari, sedikit demi sedikit. Kami hanya menunggu saat untuk mati.

Kemudian, hari itu pun tiba. On my biggest day Multimedia Academy Award, it's just perfect. The greatest gift as a present for my biggest day. Dia terus melangkah,meninggalkan saya. Kali ini, tiada lagi jalan untuk dia berpatah balik untuk mendapatkan saya. Dia nekad,dan saya redha.

Tiada siapa yang patut dipersalahkan kerana kami memang sudah lama mati. Saya kagum atas keputusan yang dia lakukan, keputusan yang saya tidak berani lakukan.

I just hope that she’ll find what she’s looking for, be strong and I’m hoping that the next guy after me can take a good care of her better than me.

I guess, I just miss you, miss us.

Shit...